Status Check V.2

A mermaid of old, not an apple cheecked pudgy little cupid, but a dark goddess of the watery depths. A celebration of feminine evil in the form of drowning. The fideal sings as she walks through the reeds, calling out to her next lover...leaving you down in the water's cold depths. Eyes unseeing, weeds in your mouth...---Brian Froud

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
Until I find somebody new

-Damien Rice-

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It's not fun anymore...to have sadness engulf you...when before you were sure that you could pull yourself up when it gets too overwhelming...when now you can't move and you drown...when now everything's hazy...when every movement around you is too fast...when your own drags on and every single movement seems to last forever...when you feel left behind...when breathing is too painful to tolerate...when you realize your only savior is helpless...and that savior is yourself...when the only thing you want is to turn your back away and to please not watch yourself suffer...

At one point in you life you will wish or would have wished you were dead. I don't know, I just think it's sad when you don't care to make the effort to Desire death anymore...

When you just simply Welcome death.

I hate you.