So there's that void right. And it's impossible not to feel it. And I've sat down with it, weaving my fingers through it, and the fact that I'm grasping air scares me.

I only want everything and everyone to be better. That is all. And even though I know my actions have most definitely sent this ship sailing away, what comforts me is that I know what you are capable of, and that I need not worry about how you are, because you'd be fine, you always manage.

And that's good enough for me.